It wasnt just luck

Valiona and Theralion wasnt just luck, we did it today again. Felt good even if it was a bit of a struggle sometimes. Im gonna be a bit sarcastic now. It feels so good to be listend to when i say stack tighter and no one listens. I mean, its not like i know what im doing. Im just there every time (except the ones i dont get picked for since we rotate). *end of sarcasm* Wonder if its cuz im a girl or if im to "motherly" since i do have a good contact with ppl? I can do both... But it does look cool on my screen cuz there im first out of the shit (it is a bit different on ppls screens cuz of delay and stuff. Me and Alex have compared once when we did a thing and i was first on my screen and he was first on his. But second out on my screen is a guy i really respect. Hes not only a good raider but a man with good ideas and very fun to talk to. And i have gotten used to his voice when he says "move". Even when he says move when we are not suppose to i stay my ground. That is a good thing to get confirmed i am thinking for myself, and not need the help all the time. And im very glad the markings worked for me today. Sometimes i cant see what or who is marked. How annoying isnt that?

I feel really bad for another member that got the word about his granddad died tonight. Even if he had the chance to go and say goodbye i know it hurts. Death always does. Strong of him to keep on raiding. Specially when ppl where yelling at him so i told the one in charge to take it easy on him... One of our members and a friend i have been missing have been away for a while. Didnt tell me where. But maby it was for the best. I would have been worried like hell if i knew. I know, i worry to much. But isnt that what you do when you really like someone? ;)

Same old drama goes on behind the curtains. But im in my little bubble but still trying to keep supporting their feelings about it. What else can i do? A person has the right to feel....

So, i have a raid for sunday. BWD that might not come off since its an alt run and ppl that didnt get picked will be able to come there (they get picked over alts) 3 of us have teamed up to give support. But with so little ppl on we might have to pug it or cancel. I dunno... Just really hope that wee can go. It would mean alot to me and the other 2. And i have to rad up for monday about Ascendant Council since we got the 2 drakes down. Im not sure if we can do it cuz i didnt get a great look at it. We died a bit to fast ;) Untill then i am free as a bird. Dunno what i will do with my gaming hours but probably get a  bit of more valor points (at raid nights it feels like i dont have time to do my daily hc, i dont want to keep others waiting for me to be ready even if they keep me waiting).

Miss my old team alot. I had some rules up fpr them that they could get the job to expain tactics or get a question about the boss so they better come prepared. I was very hard on flask and food to be done. They had 15 to fix that and i didnt accept late turn ups. And they started to get involved thinking of what to change in the tactics so it suited our group. Got everyone involved and everyone got to be important. So bad the expansion came out and split us up. We really had a thing going there.... 

Time to say good night to the boys and men and get to bed. Been like a zombie all day =(