Time to get my thumb out

Its really time to get my thumb out now and make sure i keep on to this blog. There has been some drama going on in game. One of the things that took me the hardest and had a huge part in why i moved server was due to another player. He told me he was dying from brain cancer. I was one of the few that got to know about it. At least thats what he told me. After a while someone /w me from his account saying this person had died now and that i was in his will. For a few hundreds of thousand dollars. I would had to go to an Arabic country to pick it up. I was gonna get my flight paid, get a 5 star hotel room paid and a visa to shop while i was there. Ofc i didnt believe a thing. When something seems to good to be true it often are. And i tend to attract nut jobs where ever i go... But it didnt end there! He had broken up with his gf before he died and now she was pregnant. And he wanted me to take care of his kid that wasnt born. To raise and to love. The person behind the account felt very aggressive and in the end really scared me. So i reported the account to blizzard and removed him as a friend. Another girl in game was gonna get a game card so she could get the mount she was after, but still months later she still havent got the mount. Good thing i dont believe in stories like that! What would have happend if i did and had gone over there? Was i gonna get killed, raped or held captive? Ofc all those thoughts might be a bigger thing in my head than it was, but its hard to trust ppl in game right away and even more after he did this thing. Like a friend said. If he is dead its a sad thing, but if he is alive and pulled this as a joke then he is dead to us. I moved away for a few weeks and was out of the guild for over a month. This person had a huge part in why i was freaking out so much. Unless i inv ppl to my private life i wish to only have a gaming contact. Laugh and have fun with all the things going on in game. Not to sit and hear i need to take care of someone else's baby.  I dont even have kids on my own yet for  a reason. The time is not right.

It can be hard to be a girl in the game. I think we need to be a bit more aware of what type of ppl we have around us in game. We need to not be to sexual, we need to lick out a dps that dosent put us at the bottom of a dps chart and for me personally, be able to support the ones that have a rough time in their personal lives. At one point this went a bit to far and i had 5 suecidal ppl talking to me every day in need of support. And i couldnt game cuz i was talking to much. Now i have found a more mature bunch that surrounds  me and returns the favor of giving support. its all about giving and receiving. Not to give and take. Maby we girls have it harder in game and have to be as close to perfect as we can be, but when you find the bunch that sees you for you and the fun you can have together and respect how far you can be pushed... The game is a perfect place to relax from daily life =)

There are some ppl that i couldnt give up in my mind and that didnt seem to judge me for leaving both guild and the server. Just alot of love seemed to be sent my way. In my heart i think i new where my home was and i needed to see another server and other ppl to understand what a huge mistake i had done. But the family welcomed me back and now they will have to kick me to get rid of me ;)

Atm i try to get into as many raids as i can with my main Babylove and lvl up my hunter Babypain when time lets me. I dont understand how ppl can find the time to get so many alts and keep them geared! I find cata very time consuming even if they are making hs to have almost no cd, the mount lvls has dropped etc... It feels like they make it more for everyone and the ppl that dosent have alot of time. Still, i cant find the time to have to many char =)

Time for me to get moving and make dinner. Have a raid tonight and need the energy ;)