Sweet raid!

Had a wonderful time today raiding. Me and Alex decided that with the lack of ppl coming to his raid and the other group struggling it was better for us to join them. And poff we had a team for tonights raid. So fun! So many ppl where there i havent raided with for a long time and all my other favourites where there. Some where ofc missing but then it would be more then a 10-man ;) Yes, i have more then 10 favourite people to raid with. And all the drama and disturbances where gone now and we laughed at wipes again. It was so awesome! 2 cloth drops tonight but i had equal stuff to what i had so i didnt need to roll... But, i got my valor points so hurray for me! One of the rolls where kind of fun (but so hurting for the one that lost) He rolled a five and she a six (out of 100). What are the odds?

Where did we go? A little bit of BoT and a little bit of BWD (with a voting system that i notice the group likes more, i assume its cuz its the most "fair" way to do it). And tbh it felt like i didnt have to repair as much. But omg where those elementals in the stair annoying today, they even kicked me off once and that was a long time ago. But nameplates where broken so i didnt know how far down the stairs i could go and i could kiss seeing the marking goodbye! So annoying that that happens every time i raid (havent done much gaming since it has been so nice weather where i live).

Only thing that annoyed me is the dude that lives next to me. He plays music with a base and the base sounds the same all the time... for hours. And i have even yelled at him. So in the middle of the raid i had to go and bust my hand against the wall. But im gonna do my best to get him evicted. Dont cross me ;) But that was a minor thing cuz my team brought my mood up in a heartbeat. Many thanks to everyone involved tonight! I loved it =)

Here i am getting ready for the stairs i dread so much. Concentration and working nameplates is the key for me! I am that little shadow thing sitting down

Taking a break from raiding

I havent been extremely happy the passed time. First i could ignore all the sour comments cuz some people didnt like each other. I got prusaded to give it another go. Give the team another try cuz they had a talk saying things like this would get better. I really dont think it did tbh. Its just the same... All this accusing why someone got the group killed. Something we used to be able to laugh about. Now its just a "why the hell did you die?". Desont matter if you have or havent messed up before. So, untill the boys can act like men i wont go. Im here to have fun, not to listen to them complaining all the time about everyone else but themselves. I want people to find their hearts.

But thanks to Gobby i didnt have a bad bad time. We did some whispering while we where running in. So i got a few laughs, a bit of seriousness and keeping my sanity. Tyvm ;)

We got the drakes down and we had a few good goes at council. We where very close (again!) on getting it down. But we didnt so better luck next time. Whenever next time will be for me...

Just mostly disappointed in my fellow guildies for not being able to be a team player. Its not all of them. Some are still amazing fun and like they used to be. Things do always change, fact of life. But i have high hopes that its all gonna be better soon. I have a backup plan just in case it dosent....

Who do you think everyone is?

Well, there was a raid that didnt go well. It tends to be alot about being irritated so wensday was a disaster in my eyes. I heard it was talked about how attitudes have changed and stuff during a period on wensday. I was not there so i dont know what was said exactly and i cant say if people meant for change or not but i am just gonna have to wait and see. I have learned that even if people have the right intentions to change its very hard to do. And havent we all tried to change something about our selves and seen how hard it can be? I tend to see what can go wrong but i always see it as a happy surprise if it goes the good way.

So on thursday i was offline. And on friday i was only on for a little while so i was there for the BWD raid that wasnt gonna go off. And today.... The last argument really took the fun out of the game for me. Call it moody, call it a female thing to dwell but i just dont like to be where i pay to have fun isnt fun. Then i rather just do something else. So i have been hooked at another game that i love so much. Lord of Ultima (LoU). I am a freak when it come to build things in games. So i have been upping my rankings there and really working my ass off. And now my screen frame is covered with pink post it. Am i a gaming nerd? =S

I was talking to another person in the game a few days ago and i got to learn more about him and his personal life. Its so funny how we think someone is a certain way and they have some profession you wouldnt bet on. Or some that gets chocked when i say alot of ppl from south afrika plays the game. Even me, as a gamer i have prejudices about my fellow gamers. You dont think ppl with a huge pay check would game but they do. There are several celebrities that plays wow. I know one person talked about it on Letterman and said one day when she spoke someone understood who she was. Me and names dont go together but it was a girl in that 70's show who is a spoiled rich girl that gets everything she points at. For you to figure out who she is ;)

Who do you think everyone is that you play with? Do you think they have a life outside the game? Some ppl have a surprisingly social life outside the game too. And jobs. And i dont think everyone is very smelly ppl. Even if gaming does make you sweat alot sometimes. Cant wait for the summer and near 40 degrees Celsius indoor. And at worst afternoon to evening when the sun stands on the windows to half the apartment and builds up the heat. At raid time :P

Sitting and thinking about some people and i see we have a wide bunch that would never have met if we didnt have this in common. Since we all are so different there would be no other social network to meet up at. Maby thats useful for me in real life? To meet other type of people than we meet in real life maby forces us to respect people in another way. Most of us i would say. Like where ever you go there is idiots you cant agree with, people you wish went somewhere else. And often they do. To the other idiots ;)


Very interesting to learn more about other people and their lives. What gets them up to live every morning. Are they positive or negative? Do they give energy or take it? What can they learn me and what can i learn them? A guild is a team. Not the teams in the guild. The team is the guild. Specially now with the achievements and the oncoming guild weekly and all that guild lvling that takes ages (but fun). Think its great of blizzard to make us work more and more together. But thats from me and i like teamwork. Suppose alot of other people have a different view on that =)

Its been a passive week

I have not been online for 2 much tbh. No go for Alex group this week. A bit disappointing but all i can hope for is that we can go next week. but im not sure. Alex will keep it going for this month but if ppl dont sign up he has other things than sit around to wait. Cuz all of a sudden the other group have some problems with BWD to so is it just the lack of interest in BWD? I have mostly just loged on to do the most important dailys and sometimes not even that. I just havent logged on. Can be good to get some distance to things as well atm. But i di have good news.... It not only good its great!

Shad is coming back to take over as GM again the 28th. Im really happy about that. And happy that its a sign that things around him are sorting themselves out. I do care about ppl and their private life a bit to much sometimes. Mab y its cuz i do see the friends in game as more friends than my sk real life friends? My in game friends have been supporting me and made me smile. Just accepted me for me and not all the crazy stuff around me. Maby that shows how good hearts the ppl in game can have? Its not only aggressive ppl or little kids that get tantrums when mom wont let them play anymore. Its about the private things you share. Like in the vent and you and just someone else is there and you start to talk about all types of things, you do get close.

I dont know how ppl see me in game. Maby i have alot of sides or just one? I remember asking Shad last summer how he sees me. As someone who needs to be protected. Dont know what it means really but maby its something in my voice? Since thats all we know about one another. I have known ppl for ages in this game and some it has taken years to see some i still havent seen. But thats a good part of the game. It dosent matter how good you look or how ugly you are, its how you are as a person and if you have read up and learned your char. But as usual im affraid of the answer of how ppl see me so i dont ask anymore ;) Im not sure if i would like the answers so i just dont ask =P

Im not sure why, but i dont have a good feeling about tonight. I hope its not one of those i told you so times but... Im gonna shut it and pretend my gut is telling me the wrong thing. I really hope it all goes well in BoT. So i dont start to yell i Swedish an rage quit. lol. But maby it is like alex said, you have to get mad for ppl to listen to you. Maby i should bitch up more?

Fail

We had to little sign ups today. That sucked real bad cuz i wanted to go. So no bosses this week at all in BWD =( But next week is a new week. For us gamers the real week isnt as the real world ones. It starts on Wensday for us. At 3 am every save and stuff resets if you havent chosen to save it. So thats our monday. But not monday bad but monday it feels like friday i can do what i want good. There are different types of mondays and this is the good kind.

So, a new day tomorrow. Dunno if its BoT or what tomorrow but i am gonna check in the morning. Havning some mechanic guys comming to check some tv-antenna thing. Either tomorrow or on thursday. So for 2 days im gonna be a bit cranky cuz i cant sleep and feel safe in the mornings. Why cant they write about what time it might be around. Or at least just pick one day for me to get confused about. *sigh* Some naps during the afternoon so i dont raid snap =P

Hoping for a good raid week now!

Once a month...

Most annoying adds in the world? I hate this get them down together thing blizzard has put in. Nut i guess it shows when the raid is slacking off as well. 

 
As me and the rest of the team found out several times. Here you see me and Gobbshyte waiting for better times being dead.

Why couldnt it just die? We had it down to 3%. Thats insane for  first night doing the boss. But i think this means that the group did their homework? I hope so. I know i did =)

I started off the raid being kinda pissed right away. Ppl where not ready. They where just on time, some didnt have food and flask asking why they should when we where gonna whipe all night. Can i tell you how much common raid sense isnt used and how often i just brush it off? But once a month my temper isnt as good as it normally is. The curse of being a female on this planet. I have been feeling massive pain and almost vomited all night and even during the raid. Did i complain or moan about it or did i just try and do my best keeping the shit to myself? Yeah, one person knew. But i was a bit frustrated and when ppl ask at just that right moment you just poor all over. I got a cup of hot chocolate by my Alex that wasnt raiding. All i want and desire atm is chocolate. Anything with chocolate in and i wont cry. I know i wasnt very nice all the time to ppl when i answered, but i did keep myself off vent and as much as i could in raid chat just so my temper wouldnt effect anyone else... And when you see all this bitching about those little stuff that are a MUST according to the damn rules in the guild, and in any other guild as well, i have a tendency to snap.

So once a month i could just wish ppl could behave like real raiders and not pms bitches i think we really have something going in BoT. We always seem to do very good when we set ourselves to it. One day im gonna snap and rage quit the raid and say that i will be back when ppl turn into raiders and not egocentric ass holes that never got attention as a kid. Grrrrr.... I am woman here me roar =)

We got Alex group for BWD up last night. It wasnt the dream team set up and we didnt get any boss down. But none of us really cared tbh. I was very glad ppl got to play the char they wanted to play. And that the pressure was minimum and more for fun. We had 4 tanks signed up for it. lol

I wish more ppl could enter the world of fun when they play. That would make a few of us a bit more happy. I never respond well to negative stuff. and i dont know if its showing off?

Tomorrow reset and its time for BWD again. I hope we can work it out better for this week. And that ppl dont show up even if they signed. Its a killer. But who knows. I can only hope and help Alex as much as i can to pull the group together and help with tactics as long as there isnt anyone else that talks better eng. I do have a little complex to talk and the makes me trip a bit on my tongue. So i always appreciate when i dont have to talk tactics. But if i do i will just have to take my time. And try to remember all the boss names. I suck with boss names. Any names. Names of other players, names of places in org, names of areas, names of trainers, names of professions.... You get it. Names isnt my thing ;)

Lets hope im a bit more happy tomorrow or got chocolate around for everyone's safety ;)