I have not been online for 2 much tbh. No go for Alex group this week. A bit disappointing but all i can hope for is that we can go next week. but im not sure. Alex will keep it going for this month but if ppl dont sign up he has other things than sit around to wait. Cuz all of a sudden the other group have some problems with BWD to so is it just the lack of interest in BWD? I have mostly just loged on to do the most important dailys and sometimes not even that. I just havent logged on. Can be good to get some distance to things as well atm. But i di have good news.... It not only good its great!
Shad is coming back to take over as GM again the 28th. Im really happy about that. And happy that its a sign that things around him are sorting themselves out. I do care about ppl and their private life a bit to much sometimes. Mab y its cuz i do see the friends in game as more friends than my sk real life friends? My in game friends have been supporting me and made me smile. Just accepted me for me and not all the crazy stuff around me. Maby that shows how good hearts the ppl in game can have? Its not only aggressive ppl or little kids that get tantrums when mom wont let them play anymore. Its about the private things you share. Like in the vent and you and just someone else is there and you start to talk about all types of things, you do get close.
I dont know how ppl see me in game. Maby i have alot of sides or just one? I remember asking Shad last summer how he sees me. As someone who needs to be protected. Dont know what it means really but maby its something in my voice? Since thats all we know about one another. I have known ppl for ages in this game and some it has taken years to see some i still havent seen. But thats a good part of the game. It dosent matter how good you look or how ugly you are, its how you are as a person and if you have read up and learned your char. But as usual im affraid of the answer of how ppl see me so i dont ask anymore ;) Im not sure if i would like the answers so i just dont ask =P
Im not sure why, but i dont have a good feeling about tonight. I hope its not one of those i told you so times but... Im gonna shut it and pretend my gut is telling me the wrong thing. I really hope it all goes well in BoT. So i dont start to yell i Swedish an rage quit. lol. But maby it is like alex said, you have to get mad for ppl to listen to you. Maby i should bitch up more?
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