Been thinking all morning...

I have been thinking all morning about last night and my feelings about the raids before. It felt like it was turning last night. Buti think i know why i was so upset before. We used to be good friends. And i saw my friend change in a way that i didnt like. Its going to take some time to build it up again, and get the same feeling back. But im really hoping i do get it back. Its always good to reflect and learn something from yourself. Its a part of life...