More pissed then yesterday...

Sometimes i hate this game. It really brings out emotions. Sometimes it brings out the happiness, sometimes you get worried if something wrong with the people i raid with but sometimes it f-n pisses me off.

I hate this boss, and since you can never tell where your going its hard to read up on stuff the same day to be reminded of what to do

Been sitting and thinking this morning. I wont go for the raids next week. I am not sure i will raid until i feel i dont have to have 3 people defending me. I am not sure if im going to raid until there are some serious changes! I whispered with someone last night speaking for me sometimes (im not gonna say who it is. I feel i want to keep it a secret so he at least gets listened to in the future. But ty for being there hun). Then a healer had to defend me. Alex had to defend me using a gong to early. Sure, even if he told me to use it a bit premature i should still be good enough to time it. But as soon as someone except a few thats trusted with jobs does the wrong thing there is a f-n attitude! I miss my old team. Even if someone made a mistake they still got to do their job and be involved. Making them grow. There is a team, not a few people in the raid. Can that be why we dont make progress as we want to? There are so little ideas and one huge ego?

So why am i being so honest? I dont write this for anyone else but myself. And if the shoe seems to fit, maby it is your shoes... But im loosing respect. And if i cant respect anyone im just gonna brush them out. I might wait for a second team where everyone is valued and where people get to grow. But ofc i wont wait forever.... To bad since i love the people that has a bone of respect for others in them. But in the end i have a plan if this fails for me. I know alot of people are seeing what out there and making a crisis plan for themselves. But im not mentioning it to anyone, cuz when i told them it was going this direction they didnt want to listen. Whats wrong with men/boys (constant pms?)?! Men can complain all they want about being the only guy around 9 girls, but being around 9 men can be very frustrating! They soooo often act more like girls then girls do. Without the annoying high pitched voice. Oy oy...

To talk about something thats a bit more fun. I have started to understand dks are not a gift from the devil. Now that i understand the rotation and function of the character a bit more. Ty Alex hunnie. Without you this wouldnt be possible =) Im not to patient with new characters =P

There is alot of clothes i got in the dk starting area. Can tell you she dosent look as good now after this weekend and a bit of time in outland. Ish...

 

So i spent the most of the weekend playing my dk more then any other character. Was tbh very hard to get back into the priest rotation at the raid last night. Mostly cuz i use the numbers on the keyboard and the mouse to klick spells at the same time. Cant do it perfect every time i change character. Like sometimes i think im on my mage when im on my priest and stuff. Am i the only one having that trouble? =P

 I have gotten 100 quests. But for some reason the achievement screen shot add on dosent seem to work proper. Is it a bit picky about what type of achievements it wants me to remember? =P

 But it seems to be on when i get a new rep with someone.

And also i wanted to say thanks to Gobby. He asked me alot of questions yesterday about being a shadow priest and what spells to use in what order. It felt good that someone actually see me as a player and person. Im a girl, im really easy. So ty for making my evening a bit more easy to endure... Really love having some people around. They bring so much positive energy to the raids. Just wish everyone could be like that. Even if i only talked about Gobby here, you are more that brings the positive in!