Bloody mess....

I havent even tried to log on to the game for maby 2 weeks? Why? It feels like entering the world of zombies. You say hi and your lucky if 1/10 says hi back to you. No matter if its raiding hour or any other hour. It feels like entering a big depression. And tbh, the social bit is all i get out of it atm since the flying around and doing stuff bit makes me feel sick. So 2 weeks off... Maby its time to log back on soon and say hi and see if people pulled themselves up now? This being pregnant bit and gaming bit dont seem to work so good together atm. Today i walked in to 15(weeks) +0(days). It means im 16 weeks pregnant (i have started my 16th weeks and thats how they count. Very confusing at first tbh). But they say your morning sickness will pass, but it hasnt so far and it feels like im going over the weeks where it will end. I might have to get used to feeling like this all the time until the baby comes. Horrible thought! I dont know what to do with the game if that happens. But im thinking of taking away my visa details on blizzards billing page... I pay for 6 months in advance and next time i need to pay is in like january or feburary. And the baby is due in feburary. I wont have the time for the game then! Its all a mess atm. Its not like im the most hard person to replace there anyway so i dont have to feel like i  have to or that im letting people down.

I dont want to game atm just because i get the motion sickness on top of my morning sickness. Yesterday i started to vomit blood. So i had to go to the doctors. And that alone takes all my energy even tho it takes me 5 min to walk there... At least its not my old ulcer from 10-11 years ago that has come back. I have just been vometing so much it comes from the throat. It just cant take it no more... So i got some medicine to heal that and some medicine that might help with feeling so sick. Being pregnant is not how i imagined it to be... I thought i would be able to sit now and do alot of gaming, being social again. But no, i cant even walk outside my own house for more then 1 hour without having a price to pay for it...

But dont think the gamer inside me has left! Oh no, its there more then ever. Since i lay in bed all day working on not vometing (i am so ready for that part in the exorcist now, i have even the sound effects down to the most scary sound) or not trying to break mentally, i have been playing other games. To be exact Diablo 2 and yesterday i also started playing another old time favourite (it seems old games are not as bad when it comes to motion sickness) Black & White 2. Black & White i just started yesterday so i have a long way to go before anything really happens. Now im just trying to make them to breed and build stuff they want me to build. But Diablo 2 has been going on for a long time. And it has been fun! Not only because its a classic game, but Alex has been playing it a bit to. Strange thing is that one time he got a bug where he can have millions in his chest and he gets loads of orange runes. He is lower lvl then me ffs =P Hes not suppose to? Can diablo 3 live up to the expectations since 2 was so good when that came out? Dont think they stand a chance tbh... Not only have they made the game an online game that makes me wonder if its another game i have to pay for the cds and then pay to be able to log on, they are mixing real money with an auction house (just like wow except the real money bit). Why do they do that? Diablo is one of the games i love just because i dont have to log on somewhere. Its on my pc and no where else. I think they are making it to obvious that they want to earn money more then making a game good that we all have been waiting for so many years. You dont think they wont take their cut on auction house when you deal with real money? Think again... Has Blizzard become to big to fast for their own good? I think alot of players will be disappointed in Diablo 3, specially if it comes to ps3 as i have heard it might. It just dont feel like Diablo! I have applied for testing the beta but still no word so i guess i wont get the chance. To bad, since it probably would cheer me up a lill bit. Unless they made the graphics so good it triggers motion sickness. Lol.

I dont seem to talk to alot of people now from wow. I do miss that...

Im telling my secret now

So, now i can finally say why i have had a hard time playing hour long raids! Im pregnant! So now we can add another positive thing the game has given me. If it wasnt for the game i wouldnt have met my Alex. And we wouldnt be expecting one now. But ofc, we wouldnt be having a baby if Shadowtour didnt have a heart to heart with Alex about the subject =) Today we have gone 12 weeks and 1 day. But being pregnant has not been a vacation! There where some complications in the beginning and we thought it was all over. Against all signs it wasnt. And i have felt so sick! Normally when you have the stomach flu you get over it within a week. This has been a ongoing thing since 6 weeks and 4 days. We are very happy parents to be =) And it seems he has connected with the baby better then me. But maby because he hasnt been sick. Sometimes i have been crying wishing myself dead. It does take a toll on you. You can really feel your hungry but dont really want anything. You start to plan whats easy to get up. So gaming has sufferd alot! I havent caped myself every week like i maby should have. But the thing is, the game cant be paused. If i do a random with a pug group they wont take a break just because i need one for 10 min. And i do tend to push myself way over the edge. I did one evening. I thought it was a great idea to raid. The next day i was a wreck! When we where done i started to feel less hot. Then the day after it was still going on and getting worse during the day. But it was fun. It is starting to itch in my raiding nerve again ;)

I have been chasing achievements on Babylove. And i have created Babymama. My new little shammy healer. But everyone seems to be a shammy healer now. Grrr ;)

I am curius how i am going to combine my gaming life and a baby later. But lets face it. The first time of the babys life im going to be like a mage. A vending machine. Who dosent think cake or food when they see a mage? ;)

So, im trying to take care of myself and do all whats good for the baby. I think its going to be worth it =)

How the guild started and what has it become?

I remember the day Shadowtour started Splintered Souls. Me, Alex, Mos and him met in Dolce and banana. Things where not going the way we wanted there. The raid leader was way to often late and sometimes we didnt have enough people for a raid. We all started to search outside. I went to FFS. I even got the offer to become an officer. I must have known i wasnt going to be there for so long? Shad said he was trying one more guild and if that didnt work out he was going to start his own. So things didnt work out and he started his guild. I still remember joining in the very first day. I remember seeming the text going yellow telling me i was now an officer of Splintered Souls.

What was the idea of making Splintered souls? To make it a social raiding guild but with firm times and a few rules. Among them was "You will conduct yourself in an adult manner at all times. We are not your parents. You will show respect and consideration to all guild members, officers, and alliance guild members, regardless if you’re in or out of raid." And we where about to make it! We where thinking about our reputation at all times. We took schooling the members that did wrong in private (that was an officer rule, you never reprimanded members in public). We got alot of good players to the guild. Most of them i still have a huge respect for. I cant really point my finger to when it went wrong, all i can say is that i think alot of people have gone numb now to what is said. When not even the officers can follow the rules any more, who can expect a member to do it?

We had an incident in the guild with 2 members being rude all the time. Specially to one person. It just kept going and going and going. And at the same time i was trying to pull everyones thumb out of there behinds. We still needed to reqruit, we where missing the cata changes when everyone was changing guild. I spoke up about the problems i saw. I even came up with sulutions to the problems. You have to have some sulutions sometimes to something, cant complain all the time and expect someone else to do it. Specially when you where in the position i was. An officer. Thats a huge responsibility. I seemd to have seen it more as a company that cant survive without selling something. And on horde side with our server its a very small world. A guild lives on its reputation its getting. I was warning about members leaving just cuz of the lack of commitment from us. What happened. We have lost ALOT of good members.

I raided with the guild yesterday. First time in 8 weeks i think? What could i see? No one really seemed like they really cared. Everyone was at an okay mood when we started but as soon as we meet a tiny little bit of problem it all turned sour. I didnt give a *bleep* cuz it was so long ago i was raiding. To me it was al fun. If people didnt want to, screw them, im killing this big ugly thing. I got to hear the other day everyone said they wanted me back. Do they? Really? After what was said today from one officer on vent im not so sure. Im not the most secure person. I dont care what my dmg meter told me after the raid, its so much more then dps in a raid. You need to know when to stop, when to push it, when to not stand in the shit on the ground otr whatever shit is coming your way. When Spike and Druid said things about other people raiding i got to hear that one officer stoped playing. He was offended. I guess the same way i was today? No one seems to thin there was a problem having one outsider and one very fresh member on vent. It becomes like rings on the water.

I really wish people could open their eyes and start to care again. Atm i cant ffeel alot of people cares how we represent ourselves any more. To many chefs trying to make the soup? Atm its a cold hearted soup with a very bitter taste!

Alex said in the middle of all our stuff going on, that he would try to run the guild. I thought people wanted change. Specially since we now are struggling to get new people in. And the website went down at the same time (guess who was the first to see that. Me ofc. lol) Im seriously thinking about who wants to work for the guild (that i know some do) and who just want the status of an officer? All i can say to my hun Alex is I am really glad you where trying and ty for taking my opinion in consideration when you where tying to make the guild what it was. I would have supported you all the way to make the guild what we wanted the first day when we where so few. The concept of that was popular, the concept now isnt. Im glad you could see it and wanted to work on it while your my rock and biggest support here at home. Taking care of both me, a house, a cat and a guild is alot of work. I wish more people could see what attitude was a winning concept for the guild and what wasnt.But i guess people change...


Neither me or Alex feel like raiding. If it wasnt for all the people we loved we would have left now. Just like everyone else. Like all the inactive members that dont seem to find the spark for the game again. And i am really sorry synth, i wont be raidleading ever and spank you around like you said you missed. I will wait and see if the guild can recover or if it cant. If it gets disband, or we end up being the only ones left, i will start up Angels of Destiny again. But i really dont have the energy or the time atm to do it so i really hope it wont come to that.

Where did the love go? I still got plenty to give to the guild.Please dont break my heart so much guys, it cant take much more without being broke forever....

Real life comes first!

I havent been able to play alot in a while. I have been ill and i am going to need a few more weeks to recover and be my old self again =) I havent been raiding and thats not way to fun. I miss it all the time and specially when i get updates from Alex on how its gone for the group etc. But last night they needed one dps for about an hour so i did raid. It was so fun. I made a million mistakes, but it was nice to feel i was still a part of the group. But here is the thing, me and alex compared recount and for some reason he was the top on his and i was the top of mine. Atm it dosent have any updates so i dunno if there is a problem with it that is going to be fixed? But when i got that addon it was the top one. Where the numbers where only so little off. Now they are way off and seems to depend even more on your range to the group and seems to boost your own dps for a bit? But it did what it was suppose to do, not make me feel so extremely bad. But i could use some trash runs in firelands so i can get some nice gear. But im way to tired all the time and stuff like that =/ Real life first!

I have been working a bit on my dk ad atm its lvl 79 =) Not way off from my goal now. Then i have a plan to get up a healer. I want to make a pally healer. Hope its any good! But to be able to do call to arms and get a little goodie bag... Im so cheap...

So hopefully i will be myself again sometime in august and can come back with full power ;)

Been slacking

So i got told i have been slacking a bit with the blod. And yes i have! There has been the old in game drama that blew up real bad for a while, Alex brother got in an accident and ended up with only being able to see with one eye. But he seems to be taking it like a real man. Very mature kid (17 so a kid to me ;) ). And atm me and Alex have alot on our minds and things to sort so its just piling up. But i have had a bit of time to play. And im happy to say my dk is looking good =) She is 71 and i am working her towards 72.

I have been working hard on this on and off. It really goes fast when i quest. And no heirlooms!

Found this nice head, downside was it only lasted for 60 minutes and had no stats. But it looked cool and it wasnt like i needed to be stronger so i had ot on anyway. Something gas mask it was called...

 

Noticed she has gotten a makeover?

Babylove has something new 2 and it replaced my last blue item on her. My mage helped farm for that trinket. Feels like not well spent hours now that 4.2 comes on the 21st of june...

I found this place in Grizzly Hills. Cant remember seeing it before tbh...

So the last 3 pictures needs a little longer explanation. We where in BWD last night. We went to Magmaw on the first go, we went to omnitron and got it down on the first go, we went to Maloriak and got it down on the first go. I was thinking this is going way to good. An epic dropped. Could really feel the tension in my tummy when Synth pointed it out. Gobby was running in on his mage after helping off tank. Deja vu concidering that was what happened just there was just what happened when he won the wand (damn wand, its going to be useless in 4.2!) And then we went to atramedes, and we got that down on the second try. Chimareon last. We havent gotten down that one before so i didnt have to high hopes even if i had a bit of hope. It only took a few tries and everyone made a team effort with getting it down. Ofc i died but i did actually stay up for so long it didnt feel like i was lying around on the floor for ages. And it was our first time getting it down. Great work guys! All i could have wished for last night was more time to play. But hey, we had to go.

Im trying to quit smoking btw so im probably going to be a little devil the coming weeks. Hope you all can bare with me ;)

Weekend of farming for inscription

This is the place i have been going around in circles in. Havent seen alot outside of this area...

This weekend i have been spending almost all my gaming time. I have been after a deck for dark moon fair. On friday i was only missing one. Four of embers. But when i woke up on saturday morning i got it as a gift in my mail. Ty Mos! Ill say it again, i have the best family in the world! But i have kept on farming cuz i kinda need the money for a faster fly mount. Those Allys are only good for one thing and i know what after a weekend out there. Herb snatching! Now i know they are there for a reason =P But i could really use faster fly mount so they dont fly passed me and steel everything. Interesting enough, mornings and all days of the weekend has been perfect for farming. But during the days of the week it dosent work. Only the mornings. Guess the hard core gamers farm during daytime during the weeks?

I did one other good thing today. Started to level my DK today. It had just dinged 64 so i wasnt to positive about dinging again. But i did. So now my DK is at level 65, not bad since i have been sleeping so much during the day today and worked on my plants on the balcony. Go me =)

Tomorrow its time for raiding again. I think... Not sure if its up in the calendar (i should have accepted if it is). I guess im just getting in to the routines of raiding monday, wensday and thursday? I have to read up more about thursday. Im really having trouble understanding why things are going as its going at one of the bosses. But i have a few days to get the tactics down better. Hopefully my nerves wont gt to me when its time for raiding. Will be interesting to see how people are behaving and IF they have read what they are suppose to do. Im a bit curious about one person that has signed up for THAT raid. Never seen him/her raid before. Still an alt but i think he/she joined a few months or so. Never seen that person raiding. And signing up for that night seems a bit strong. But i could be wrong. Pepole might know him/her and it might be a real good player. But tbh i think its mostly about getting raid repairs... Why would you sign up for a raid first when you asked about how you get a promotion? And only one? Now when we are getting a ew bosses down more easy it will also be more easy to get a promotion i think...

Anyway, looking forward to see what happens next week =)

Been thinking all morning...

I have been thinking all morning about last night and my feelings about the raids before. It felt like it was turning last night. Buti think i know why i was so upset before. We used to be good friends. And i saw my friend change in a way that i didnt like. Its going to take some time to build it up again, and get the same feeling back. But im really hoping i do get it back. Its always good to reflect and learn something from yourself. Its a part of life...

All i can think of is the wand...

So... I have been playing my dk alot the passed few days. And i really feel its going well. But the looks of it. Cant really make up my mind about the hair! Its driving me insane. Didnt like the ball thing on the head. Looks weird from behind. So i changed it but it dosent scream "evil dk" to me. What do you think?

Before

After

Farming for decks

I have been trying to farm alot on my mage. It will get my dk well rested, and im trying to get the set for the deck. Only missing one card for one full set. Not to bad since i havent spent alot of days trying to. Just a bit now and then... But this weekend im gonna farm a bit so we can get cauldrons for the raids. Not fair if only a few starts to collect for them when i actually can... But ofc i wont sacrifice the whole weekend for it, i go insane after a few hours farming. Bad baby ;)

Shes hot. No soubt about that! Grrrr....

Magmaw was the only one we didnt struggle on this evening...

So, most of you thats following me knows that i havent been to happy about the attitude during raids. Alex said something today that made the officers talk. Dunno what they said but it seems to have worked. I do hope it works in the long run and it wasnt only for today. But im still not comfortable talking on vent alot. Probably did it more tonight, but still... Very hard...  I am aware i have been throwing out insults. But i have felt so many come my way. And to gain my respect you have to show me respect. I do see us all as a big family. We laugh together, we whipe together, we succeed together but we also fight as family does. And when you spend so many hours together its kinda hard to avoid.  But i wouldnt take back a thing i said. I meant every word. And its not to hurt anyone. Its just how i see it from my angle... And now i know i wasnt the only one being madly frustrated and it wasnt just told to me (Maby they finally understand what i say goes in one ear and out the other?). Sad to hear it in one way but happy to hear i wasnt sensitive. Shad told me once to grow some balls. And i have noticed it even works in real life. Thats the proof that gaming isnt a waste of time. You can learn stuff thats usefull in real life.

Im gutted after a trash drop. Teresa's wand... Everyone who knows it knows it has my name on it (you know what i mean). Gobby rolled 73 i rolled 34. I am not really sure why it landed in my bag, but it didnt feel right to keep it. Even if gobby wasnt there that drake he had a really good excuse. He was running in with his mage after tanking on his warrior. So it didnt feel right to keep it. But omg it really hurt me. So now all i can think of is that stupid wand! I can only imagine what it would do to my dps. I wouldnt beat shad, hes a hunter. They dont count =P The thing is the same thing always happened to me in ICC. If i remember right it was the council drop in there, and always someone else (someone new or a pug) that won it. And here its trash drop. First time i have seen it... I can only prey for more to drop. But there isnt to much trash in there and very few epic that drops. But the main thing is that its gonna help the group in the long run no matter who gets it. But on a personal lv i want to steel it =P I wonder if god is messing with me...

One thing is annoying me about facebook. I have my blog connected to it. But sometimes it takes days for it to come up. Whats up with that? If they have a function like that isnt it best to make it work better before you put it into use? To get it up within 12 hours? Maby to much to ask for? There was a little discussion about facebook and how much more easy it is to use on the mobile. Its a bit confusing for alot of people to do it on their pc, and i have to agree. Before all these games and functions it was easy. You wanted to do something and you found it. But now its like a old version (and much better) on the mobile. Its like cooking, if you use everything you have at home its not gonna taste well. And that is how facebook feels like now. A huge mess and to much info about crap. Take this voting thing. I havent seen any of my foren friends vote on this and that, but alot of swe people do. I ask myself why. Its not like i care what people think about what car is the best, or what type of dog is best. What is best for you is to stop the voting. But i guess im gonna have to clean up my friends list a bit again... Did stray a bit from the game there. But most people playing wow is also on facebook? With a few exceptions...

Its going to be a struggle for me to feel i have the respect again for some. But we girls are like elephants (guessing there will be a comment about this. lol), we never forget. I know research have proven we remember stuff people do so we can find the perfect one to mate with. But i have a good man so i guess i cant put my "memory-card" in the head on something else. Lol.

But atm im planning for real life stuff. I hope they come true so i can tell you in a near future what it is. But for now its going to be a secret ;) Im a master at keeping secrets =D

I did have fun and for some reason i love the dirty jokes the most. Even if i wish i havent heard some of the stuff the guys say =P I have so vivid imagination... But maby i like it cuz its how it used to be? The feeling of everything being ok? I dont know. Time will tell. Im just glad i had fun tonight =)

More pissed then yesterday...

Sometimes i hate this game. It really brings out emotions. Sometimes it brings out the happiness, sometimes you get worried if something wrong with the people i raid with but sometimes it f-n pisses me off.

I hate this boss, and since you can never tell where your going its hard to read up on stuff the same day to be reminded of what to do

Been sitting and thinking this morning. I wont go for the raids next week. I am not sure i will raid until i feel i dont have to have 3 people defending me. I am not sure if im going to raid until there are some serious changes! I whispered with someone last night speaking for me sometimes (im not gonna say who it is. I feel i want to keep it a secret so he at least gets listened to in the future. But ty for being there hun). Then a healer had to defend me. Alex had to defend me using a gong to early. Sure, even if he told me to use it a bit premature i should still be good enough to time it. But as soon as someone except a few thats trusted with jobs does the wrong thing there is a f-n attitude! I miss my old team. Even if someone made a mistake they still got to do their job and be involved. Making them grow. There is a team, not a few people in the raid. Can that be why we dont make progress as we want to? There are so little ideas and one huge ego?

So why am i being so honest? I dont write this for anyone else but myself. And if the shoe seems to fit, maby it is your shoes... But im loosing respect. And if i cant respect anyone im just gonna brush them out. I might wait for a second team where everyone is valued and where people get to grow. But ofc i wont wait forever.... To bad since i love the people that has a bone of respect for others in them. But in the end i have a plan if this fails for me. I know alot of people are seeing what out there and making a crisis plan for themselves. But im not mentioning it to anyone, cuz when i told them it was going this direction they didnt want to listen. Whats wrong with men/boys (constant pms?)?! Men can complain all they want about being the only guy around 9 girls, but being around 9 men can be very frustrating! They soooo often act more like girls then girls do. Without the annoying high pitched voice. Oy oy...

To talk about something thats a bit more fun. I have started to understand dks are not a gift from the devil. Now that i understand the rotation and function of the character a bit more. Ty Alex hunnie. Without you this wouldnt be possible =) Im not to patient with new characters =P

There is alot of clothes i got in the dk starting area. Can tell you she dosent look as good now after this weekend and a bit of time in outland. Ish...

 

So i spent the most of the weekend playing my dk more then any other character. Was tbh very hard to get back into the priest rotation at the raid last night. Mostly cuz i use the numbers on the keyboard and the mouse to klick spells at the same time. Cant do it perfect every time i change character. Like sometimes i think im on my mage when im on my priest and stuff. Am i the only one having that trouble? =P

 I have gotten 100 quests. But for some reason the achievement screen shot add on dosent seem to work proper. Is it a bit picky about what type of achievements it wants me to remember? =P

 But it seems to be on when i get a new rep with someone.

And also i wanted to say thanks to Gobby. He asked me alot of questions yesterday about being a shadow priest and what spells to use in what order. It felt good that someone actually see me as a player and person. Im a girl, im really easy. So ty for making my evening a bit more easy to endure... Really love having some people around. They bring so much positive energy to the raids. Just wish everyone could be like that. Even if i only talked about Gobby here, you are more that brings the positive in!

Why do i die?

Been doing a bit of raiding tonight. Gonna make this short and write more about it some other day. And update my new alt im lvling up. A DK (didnt think i would do that tbh but im getting help from Alex understanding it). Anyway, we did Chimaeron and i died all the time. I kept my range, i stacked when i should stack and i was over 10k in health. So what went wrong? I have no idea... Not only does that piss me off but it pisses me off when SOME people dont listen to the healers when they sit and watch me being over 10 k. And im sitting watching my range like a mad one. I dont even focus on the count down timers thanks to that. But thats not an issue when i have DBM. Im gonna read up tomorrow but im starting to think i need some time off raiding. Im getting more and more irritated as time goes. Why? Same old problem. Use the ears god or nature gave you! I can do other things then standing around like an idiot. Im actually better now at raiding then i was in wrath. And i know it! Im more aware of my surroundings and dont panic all the time...

I dont want to explode... I really dont.... Just listen to what im saying im having problems with and dont start yapping about some shit i already have in my head. Specially when i say exactly what i have a problem with. Ahhhh.... Driving me nuts! Gonna think about that raid before wensday so i can decline if i feel like it....

This song is a song i really like. And this is what i can feel when i hang with dudes. And if anyone knows me a bit they know i sort of only spend time with dudes. Even if i sometimes think they are 4 year old girls ;)

Just give some respect and you will get it back! Thats how i work... Easy?

Shadow priest 4.1 pve spec

So i was thinking.... There are so little shadow priests around and i can understand that. They are hard to level up, the rotation can be a pain. I think i know why so many people gives up their shadow priest. The rotation is to simple. If you come from a char like druid, mage or pally its not as complicatedas them. Your looking for a complicated rotation that isnt there

. This is how i play my character. Probably isnt the best rotation but it took me 5 min on youtube to find this rotation and understand it.


Rotation for running forward at start: Shadow word: Pain -> Devouring plague -> Vampiric Touch -> Shadow word: Death (use it as often as its off cool down since you will self heal the little you loose) -> Mind Flay
Rotation when standing still at the start: Vampiric Touch -> Shadow word: Pain ->Devouring plague -> Shadow word: Death (use it as often as its off cool down since you will self heal the little you loose) -> Mind Flay.

Mind blast is only used when its activated by you mastery (3 orbs)

Make sure you always have your dots up. If you need to cancel you spells for any reason (like omnitron) make sure to use your Mind spike One time (since it stacks and do dmg)

How to not go oom: Since your spirit you pick up will be hit you mana regeneration its very hard for a shadow priest when recently dinged 85 to get you mana up. So i have made up a little rotation for the spells you get you mana back at. Your hymn has a 6 min cool down. If your in a raid and it takes some time in there make sure you use your Hymn of hope early in the fight. But also make sure you wont use it in vain so that the healers have used up enough mana for you to use this spell. You might even be able to use this one 2 times during the fight if you use it at the start.I tend to try and activate my Archangel (evagelism) as much as i can so it turns into Dark archangel (Dark evangelism) But sometimes it is better to use Archangel since your healing is better then restoring your own mana. Keep a nice balance and keep track of your healers and if they are struggling to keep the groups health up. Shadowfiend is nice to pop since it dosent only restore your mana, it does damage to. Sometimes it can be useful to know the fight you will be doing since you need tons of damage at some phases in raids. And if your like me being a blood elf you also have Arcane torrent that restores some mana. But since it has a stun make sure thats not needed (i have been on this job when we havent had enough classes with interrupts) Make sure you use your spells for mana regents depending on your group and what time they have on cool down!

What stats im looking for: Hit cap is what you need to focus on first. For raids you need 17% (like all casters) It can be hard to nail exactly 17%. Better to be a little over the cap then under the cap! Second you need to try and work on is your haste. I dont have a magic number for that. Crit works but nothing im looking for. And master is at its best for a shadow priest at 12. But its not a huge deal if your a little bit under, specially if your trying to get your hit up! Intellect is on all the items you need so, you have what your gear says you have. ;)

Gems: Try to gem after your gear so you dont have to reforge as much (its a bit to expensive to reforge for my taste but... Something thats just a have to) Make sure you use the gems with the hit, haste and intellect (this is good if your mana pool is a bit to low, you can also tell when your if you need more intellect going oom faster then you can keep up with cool downs is the biggest sign)

Glyphs: 
Minor glyphs: Glyph of Levitate
                        Glyph of Fading (this is for mana cost reduction)
                        Glyph of Fortitude
Major glyphs: Glyph of Inner Fire
                        Glyph of Fade (This is for the cooldown to be shorter)
                        Glyph of Spirit Tap
Prime glyphs: Glyph of Shadow word: Pain
                       Glyph of Shadow word: Death
                       Glyph of Mind Flay

 Here is my PVE talent tree



Last thoughts: Your Fade! Use it! If you put down some spells when the tank pulls you can always fade when you hit 40-60% to give the tank back his aggro but get some extra damage in. Dont do it to be at the top of recount. Thats normally when focus disappears. Alot of bosses are about survival. But thanks to fade im normally one of the last people to die. And very nice if your close on getting the boss but people are dropping like flies! And the repair bill isnt as high as the rest of the others. Not as good as a hunters Feign Death but.... We cant all fake it ;)

Getting into the gaming again

So this weekend i have been playing alot more then i usually do. And considering that i do a million things here at home atm it must mean that im getting back into it and the fun of it. Got another real ID this weekend to. A person i have gone to school with, so no creepy Blackie ;) I had a crush on him from first grade to 7th grade or something. Also got my first kiss from him. Anyway, now we are friends on facebook and since we both are gamers and share an interest, not only memories, it felt good. Besides, he has gone real far in his progression comparing to me so now i got a friend to ask tactics for if there is something i dont understand. Super nice =) But my mage (Angelbaby) has been what i have worked on for hours. She is now the respectable level of 84. Could this mean i have an alt to gear up soon? I that have a problem doing my valor points weekly thing on my main. oi oi oi...

 So last raid wasnt one of my favourite runs. Instead of going to BoT that we where suppose to do we ended up in BWD on the boss we only had one go. I got a bit irritated. Thing was for me i really needed the valor points of 1 boss to be able to buy a back. And i really needed the drakes to go down. Why? They had a back and a head i really wanted. If the head whould have dropped i knew i could spend my valor points on a back. And if the back would have dropped i could have keep on saving for a head.... Perfect scenario. Now we didnt get the drakes down. I have noticed the raid starting to make mistakes at the end of a raid (i am assuming everyone are tired and getting unfocused just like me)

Anyway, we got that boss down i BWD And i didnt do so bad tbh. I dont know who was left in the end, but i know i was one of the few alive. Anyone else that knows who was still alive at the end? So my dps for that boss ended up in the top.

 Recount for the boss we did in BWD. But like i said, alot of people died thats why i ended up in the top. All hail fade!

I keep on doing good at tries at bosses. But i did reset it before due to tank switch

 

This is my wonderful priest. This is what she really looks like. Out of her shadow form and all. I tend to change her hair and stuff now and then. Depends a bit on what she is wearing. Yes, its a fashion show to!

This is my not as cool mage that i have been working on. She has herbalism and inscription. Very useful to make the cards! Maby that has been my motivation. Its much more easy then doing archaeology. Talking about that, the neck from there is the best a shadow priest can have atm (exceptions are hc raids witch i dont do so thats the best for me)

 Ok, i wanted to take some screen shots for the blog. But after i normal screen shot it looks like this! Whats up with that little bug? Make sure the shot is perfect, you only get one try....

So i have been thinking up another tactic in the stairs that i think can be more efficient then the one we use now. I hope i can get a saying in this next time. The thing is when the shadow one comes at us all i get is a debuff that easily can be dispelled. All that happens when the fire one comes is that i get pushed back. So if i take those adds and make sure i have my back in the right direction i could take them myself. That means we get more dps on the adds and the stairs will go faster and smoother? No pets ninja pulling, i make sure they dont blow up near the tanks... Could it be something they want to try?We will see. My ideas dosent seem to welcome all the time. Lol. But it makes more sense to me...Besides, if i keep on dotting the adds (they go down so fast anyway) i will only goo oom (dots take alot of mana). 

I will prob game tomorrow and hoping we dont loose the connection. The wind is gonna be 13m/s (kind of windy considering our village is surrounded buy fields and the landscape is flat. But it makes it a perfect b-day. Sitting in gaming and doing nothing special. I will have a b-day lunch tomorrow with Alex. But since its gonna be real windy and cold outside hes coming home instead of me coming with a picnic. I will celebrate proper when i turn 30 ;)

Well, we will see tonight if we can get the drakes down and do the council. Time to see  more vids and try to freshen up my memory (i rely on that to not make so many mistakes at bosses).

See you! =)

So as you can see we did BWD last night. I had so much fun while we did it. Gobby was a little devil in the beginning (and it was so fun to hear that side of him) And everyone where in a good mood joking back. There was one incident at a new boss i had to use my leap of faith, Gobby told me to do it and i marked the wrong person. Lol. Then i was suppose to talk and say what i wanted to say but i just tripped on my tongue. Lol. Mort said it wasnt my fault but i think it was. I should have been more aware of my surroundings and what was going on with my fellow players. *slaps myself on the wrist*

Did an enchant of the staff i won this Monday. It looks so cool! Both shadow look and some fire look on it now. I look hot!

 I hate Toxitron the most when im the only one that has a slow in the group. Tanks and healers are ofc extra important for me to notice when they get fixated on.

I dont like that Omnitron fight tbh.... And my first thought when we ran in to start the fight was to tell Nyor he forgot to put the lightwell down. I rely on that so much at that fight. Felt like i didnt have as much control this time. Isnt it funny how we get into routines even in a game? Its like the Valiona fight, as soon as Gobby isnt there to take command we cant do it. Maby cuz we all say it sometimes and not sign someone special to do it? And what i did find from my group was that when i started to delegate work lie that they where more likely to do the fight right and read up before we started it. =)

We got Maloriak down in the end. It is one of my fav fights so far. But i can see why its not everyones favourite. Like tanks and the third tank...

Tonight its BoT. We have 13 sign ups so im not sure if i will get picked. We have rotations going on the people that sign up. Trying to make it as fair as possible to everyone. I havent been sitting out much, only twice. I was sick one time and said i didnt mind taking the night off, so it can only be counted for a half time ;) If there hadnt been enough people on i would have gone. Here you have the girl that rather have a bucket ready to vomit in then miss out on a raid. Tharrak told me once when i did it he thought i was crazy. But i rather be having fun then being sick. And im used to being sick. If i would have listened to my body every time it starts to act like am idiot i wouldnt be having so much fun. But ofc, its always a balance to know when your making a mistake and when its good for you.

I think today could be a good gaming day. Been talking to Shad and he always makes me smile and feel happy. I really have found a bunch of friends that often acts more like friends then the real life ones. Maby gamers have more heart?

Ill start with the bad news. One of our top healers has left they guild. We are a few that has talked to him and been given a little different stories, or maby a puzzle bit each? Maby it all was true? But i still have a huge amount of respect for this player and i wish him the best out there in the big world =) Just hope that he will come back one day...

But for the good news now. I won a staff this monday! Woho! Epic drop on trash, but the funny thing is that it didnt only drop one time, it was 2 times so both me and Mos where happy. And when we downed bosses we only got drops that people in the group wanted. Now that is a great run! We had alot of fun again. Its nice to see thats an ongoing theme on the raids again.

Im hoping that we can play tonight again, but there might be thunder coming our way and then we have to pull all the plugs and stuff. And im really scared of it so i need to fill my phone with some great music just in case ;) But i really want to go tonight cuz its a new week now (wensday is the new monday) and its gonna be all the easy bosses and stuff.

I dont have any pictures to share today, but i do have a song i have been listening to alot during raiding (and a few days around it 2), it has mostly gone on repeat with 5 other songs ;) It also makes me think of Sir Finckleburg when hes out for military stuff...

Hope you all enjoy this song as much as i do!

Dps is good but i dont feel it...

One of the bosses down but no cloth for me so im stressing on to prepare for the next boss

It looks like im climbing and climbing in my dps but i cant really feel im super duper even when im at the top. Sure, its a fight here at home about the dps. And we have noticed Recount and Skada (two of the dmg add ons i use), it dosent always record the same for us. It seems like the range of all the dmg has gone smaller. Or has the game gone bigger? He can be on top of his list and i can be on top of my list. Very irritating... And personally i have noticed for example more then one hunter in the group is bad for me, and dont get me started on the dks. Depending on the buffs i assume... All non mana based class makes me suck. But at least the fights are long so i get a better chance then in dungeons where everything dies before i have come half way thru my rotation. Maby im just a bit to negative against myself? But isnt it what we aim for? To make ourselves better... And if you dont notice yourself you dont get better. I made stupid stupid misstakes last night. Going out to early before pillar of flames and make them lad next to the group. Super smart... Cant just wait untill they have come up and then take a few steps out (since the bloody worms are behind the stupid thing the chains are suppose to be hooked in and all the worms are out of range thanks to it) i managed to whipe the group i think. But most of the misstakes that happend where easy enugh to correct. I think the group is getting more and more movement depending on the situation, and thats nice =)

Or maby its just that no one is listening to me (it feels like that when they ignore my "stack" when they are suppose to stack). Just an example. Finding myself not being on vent and when im there i prefer to not talk as well. Is it my friends i dont feel connected to or is it the game? Is my private life all that i want atm? I am not sure but i dont feel to good gaming tbh. Or have i lost respect for the ones that are not listening to me?  Or maby i just need to have fun on an alt and not be so serious all the time and only log on for raids. But that has been the only thing that i have felt is fun. And i used to be able to hang on vent until my ears was hurting...  I better snap out of this soon *giving myself a warning finger* But alot of things i have predicted about people and the guild... I have been right with it. Im just glad there are still some people in the guild that listens to me and respect what i have to say. Dont think they understand how much tho...

This was when we ended for the day. If Alex wasnt helping the tanks with the adds i wouldnt have beaten him with so much as i did. Grats hun, you truly are the best ;)

And i have a few grats to hand out this time. Shadowtour for being back again. Welcome back and grats to the new apartment so you can be with us full time again. You have been missed. Grats to Gobbshyte who i seriously think will be a good officer. He has great ideas and i hope he will be heard. Grats to my hunnie for being a kick ass dps. And to a very special healer (Druid) that was with again with that character. Really nice healing considering he hasnt played alot on that character.  But seriously, would have been good with better gear to so im very curious to see what the future brings for this player with this character, if he can do that with not the best gear, what can he do with a tier set or something equal? 

I should have had a screen shot of the achievement we got at magmaw. But it dosent look like my add on is working. Maby the patch put the settings as i dont want them. It has happened before... But we got an achievement for not getting any adds on us at that fight. Go us! 

Sweet raid!

Had a wonderful time today raiding. Me and Alex decided that with the lack of ppl coming to his raid and the other group struggling it was better for us to join them. And poff we had a team for tonights raid. So fun! So many ppl where there i havent raided with for a long time and all my other favourites where there. Some where ofc missing but then it would be more then a 10-man ;) Yes, i have more then 10 favourite people to raid with. And all the drama and disturbances where gone now and we laughed at wipes again. It was so awesome! 2 cloth drops tonight but i had equal stuff to what i had so i didnt need to roll... But, i got my valor points so hurray for me! One of the rolls where kind of fun (but so hurting for the one that lost) He rolled a five and she a six (out of 100). What are the odds?

Where did we go? A little bit of BoT and a little bit of BWD (with a voting system that i notice the group likes more, i assume its cuz its the most "fair" way to do it). And tbh it felt like i didnt have to repair as much. But omg where those elementals in the stair annoying today, they even kicked me off once and that was a long time ago. But nameplates where broken so i didnt know how far down the stairs i could go and i could kiss seeing the marking goodbye! So annoying that that happens every time i raid (havent done much gaming since it has been so nice weather where i live).

Only thing that annoyed me is the dude that lives next to me. He plays music with a base and the base sounds the same all the time... for hours. And i have even yelled at him. So in the middle of the raid i had to go and bust my hand against the wall. But im gonna do my best to get him evicted. Dont cross me ;) But that was a minor thing cuz my team brought my mood up in a heartbeat. Many thanks to everyone involved tonight! I loved it =)

Here i am getting ready for the stairs i dread so much. Concentration and working nameplates is the key for me! I am that little shadow thing sitting down

Taking a break from raiding

I havent been extremely happy the passed time. First i could ignore all the sour comments cuz some people didnt like each other. I got prusaded to give it another go. Give the team another try cuz they had a talk saying things like this would get better. I really dont think it did tbh. Its just the same... All this accusing why someone got the group killed. Something we used to be able to laugh about. Now its just a "why the hell did you die?". Desont matter if you have or havent messed up before. So, untill the boys can act like men i wont go. Im here to have fun, not to listen to them complaining all the time about everyone else but themselves. I want people to find their hearts.

But thanks to Gobby i didnt have a bad bad time. We did some whispering while we where running in. So i got a few laughs, a bit of seriousness and keeping my sanity. Tyvm ;)

We got the drakes down and we had a few good goes at council. We where very close (again!) on getting it down. But we didnt so better luck next time. Whenever next time will be for me...

Just mostly disappointed in my fellow guildies for not being able to be a team player. Its not all of them. Some are still amazing fun and like they used to be. Things do always change, fact of life. But i have high hopes that its all gonna be better soon. I have a backup plan just in case it dosent....

Who do you think everyone is?

Well, there was a raid that didnt go well. It tends to be alot about being irritated so wensday was a disaster in my eyes. I heard it was talked about how attitudes have changed and stuff during a period on wensday. I was not there so i dont know what was said exactly and i cant say if people meant for change or not but i am just gonna have to wait and see. I have learned that even if people have the right intentions to change its very hard to do. And havent we all tried to change something about our selves and seen how hard it can be? I tend to see what can go wrong but i always see it as a happy surprise if it goes the good way.

So on thursday i was offline. And on friday i was only on for a little while so i was there for the BWD raid that wasnt gonna go off. And today.... The last argument really took the fun out of the game for me. Call it moody, call it a female thing to dwell but i just dont like to be where i pay to have fun isnt fun. Then i rather just do something else. So i have been hooked at another game that i love so much. Lord of Ultima (LoU). I am a freak when it come to build things in games. So i have been upping my rankings there and really working my ass off. And now my screen frame is covered with pink post it. Am i a gaming nerd? =S

I was talking to another person in the game a few days ago and i got to learn more about him and his personal life. Its so funny how we think someone is a certain way and they have some profession you wouldnt bet on. Or some that gets chocked when i say alot of ppl from south afrika plays the game. Even me, as a gamer i have prejudices about my fellow gamers. You dont think ppl with a huge pay check would game but they do. There are several celebrities that plays wow. I know one person talked about it on Letterman and said one day when she spoke someone understood who she was. Me and names dont go together but it was a girl in that 70's show who is a spoiled rich girl that gets everything she points at. For you to figure out who she is ;)

Who do you think everyone is that you play with? Do you think they have a life outside the game? Some ppl have a surprisingly social life outside the game too. And jobs. And i dont think everyone is very smelly ppl. Even if gaming does make you sweat alot sometimes. Cant wait for the summer and near 40 degrees Celsius indoor. And at worst afternoon to evening when the sun stands on the windows to half the apartment and builds up the heat. At raid time :P

Sitting and thinking about some people and i see we have a wide bunch that would never have met if we didnt have this in common. Since we all are so different there would be no other social network to meet up at. Maby thats useful for me in real life? To meet other type of people than we meet in real life maby forces us to respect people in another way. Most of us i would say. Like where ever you go there is idiots you cant agree with, people you wish went somewhere else. And often they do. To the other idiots ;)


Very interesting to learn more about other people and their lives. What gets them up to live every morning. Are they positive or negative? Do they give energy or take it? What can they learn me and what can i learn them? A guild is a team. Not the teams in the guild. The team is the guild. Specially now with the achievements and the oncoming guild weekly and all that guild lvling that takes ages (but fun). Think its great of blizzard to make us work more and more together. But thats from me and i like teamwork. Suppose alot of other people have a different view on that =)

Its been a passive week

I have not been online for 2 much tbh. No go for Alex group this week. A bit disappointing but all i can hope for is that we can go next week. but im not sure. Alex will keep it going for this month but if ppl dont sign up he has other things than sit around to wait. Cuz all of a sudden the other group have some problems with BWD to so is it just the lack of interest in BWD? I have mostly just loged on to do the most important dailys and sometimes not even that. I just havent logged on. Can be good to get some distance to things as well atm. But i di have good news.... It not only good its great!

Shad is coming back to take over as GM again the 28th. Im really happy about that. And happy that its a sign that things around him are sorting themselves out. I do care about ppl and their private life a bit to much sometimes. Mab y its cuz i do see the friends in game as more friends than my sk real life friends? My in game friends have been supporting me and made me smile. Just accepted me for me and not all the crazy stuff around me. Maby that shows how good hearts the ppl in game can have? Its not only aggressive ppl or little kids that get tantrums when mom wont let them play anymore. Its about the private things you share. Like in the vent and you and just someone else is there and you start to talk about all types of things, you do get close.

I dont know how ppl see me in game. Maby i have alot of sides or just one? I remember asking Shad last summer how he sees me. As someone who needs to be protected. Dont know what it means really but maby its something in my voice? Since thats all we know about one another. I have known ppl for ages in this game and some it has taken years to see some i still havent seen. But thats a good part of the game. It dosent matter how good you look or how ugly you are, its how you are as a person and if you have read up and learned your char. But as usual im affraid of the answer of how ppl see me so i dont ask anymore ;) Im not sure if i would like the answers so i just dont ask =P

Im not sure why, but i dont have a good feeling about tonight. I hope its not one of those i told you so times but... Im gonna shut it and pretend my gut is telling me the wrong thing. I really hope it all goes well in BoT. So i dont start to yell i Swedish an rage quit. lol. But maby it is like alex said, you have to get mad for ppl to listen to you. Maby i should bitch up more?

Fail

We had to little sign ups today. That sucked real bad cuz i wanted to go. So no bosses this week at all in BWD =( But next week is a new week. For us gamers the real week isnt as the real world ones. It starts on Wensday for us. At 3 am every save and stuff resets if you havent chosen to save it. So thats our monday. But not monday bad but monday it feels like friday i can do what i want good. There are different types of mondays and this is the good kind.

So, a new day tomorrow. Dunno if its BoT or what tomorrow but i am gonna check in the morning. Havning some mechanic guys comming to check some tv-antenna thing. Either tomorrow or on thursday. So for 2 days im gonna be a bit cranky cuz i cant sleep and feel safe in the mornings. Why cant they write about what time it might be around. Or at least just pick one day for me to get confused about. *sigh* Some naps during the afternoon so i dont raid snap =P

Hoping for a good raid week now!

Once a month...

Most annoying adds in the world? I hate this get them down together thing blizzard has put in. Nut i guess it shows when the raid is slacking off as well. 

 
As me and the rest of the team found out several times. Here you see me and Gobbshyte waiting for better times being dead.

Why couldnt it just die? We had it down to 3%. Thats insane for  first night doing the boss. But i think this means that the group did their homework? I hope so. I know i did =)

I started off the raid being kinda pissed right away. Ppl where not ready. They where just on time, some didnt have food and flask asking why they should when we where gonna whipe all night. Can i tell you how much common raid sense isnt used and how often i just brush it off? But once a month my temper isnt as good as it normally is. The curse of being a female on this planet. I have been feeling massive pain and almost vomited all night and even during the raid. Did i complain or moan about it or did i just try and do my best keeping the shit to myself? Yeah, one person knew. But i was a bit frustrated and when ppl ask at just that right moment you just poor all over. I got a cup of hot chocolate by my Alex that wasnt raiding. All i want and desire atm is chocolate. Anything with chocolate in and i wont cry. I know i wasnt very nice all the time to ppl when i answered, but i did keep myself off vent and as much as i could in raid chat just so my temper wouldnt effect anyone else... And when you see all this bitching about those little stuff that are a MUST according to the damn rules in the guild, and in any other guild as well, i have a tendency to snap.

So once a month i could just wish ppl could behave like real raiders and not pms bitches i think we really have something going in BoT. We always seem to do very good when we set ourselves to it. One day im gonna snap and rage quit the raid and say that i will be back when ppl turn into raiders and not egocentric ass holes that never got attention as a kid. Grrrrr.... I am woman here me roar =)

We got Alex group for BWD up last night. It wasnt the dream team set up and we didnt get any boss down. But none of us really cared tbh. I was very glad ppl got to play the char they wanted to play. And that the pressure was minimum and more for fun. We had 4 tanks signed up for it. lol

I wish more ppl could enter the world of fun when they play. That would make a few of us a bit more happy. I never respond well to negative stuff. and i dont know if its showing off?

Tomorrow reset and its time for BWD again. I hope we can work it out better for this week. And that ppl dont show up even if they signed. Its a killer. But who knows. I can only hope and help Alex as much as i can to pull the group together and help with tactics as long as there isnt anyone else that talks better eng. I do have a little complex to talk and the makes me trip a bit on my tongue. So i always appreciate when i dont have to talk tactics. But if i do i will just have to take my time. And try to remember all the boss names. I suck with boss names. Any names. Names of other players, names of places in org, names of areas, names of trainers, names of professions.... You get it. Names isnt my thing ;)

Lets hope im a bit more happy tomorrow or got chocolate around for everyone's safety ;)

It wasnt just luck

Valiona and Theralion wasnt just luck, we did it today again. Felt good even if it was a bit of a struggle sometimes. Im gonna be a bit sarcastic now. It feels so good to be listend to when i say stack tighter and no one listens. I mean, its not like i know what im doing. Im just there every time (except the ones i dont get picked for since we rotate). *end of sarcasm* Wonder if its cuz im a girl or if im to "motherly" since i do have a good contact with ppl? I can do both... But it does look cool on my screen cuz there im first out of the shit (it is a bit different on ppls screens cuz of delay and stuff. Me and Alex have compared once when we did a thing and i was first on my screen and he was first on his. But second out on my screen is a guy i really respect. Hes not only a good raider but a man with good ideas and very fun to talk to. And i have gotten used to his voice when he says "move". Even when he says move when we are not suppose to i stay my ground. That is a good thing to get confirmed i am thinking for myself, and not need the help all the time. And im very glad the markings worked for me today. Sometimes i cant see what or who is marked. How annoying isnt that?

I feel really bad for another member that got the word about his granddad died tonight. Even if he had the chance to go and say goodbye i know it hurts. Death always does. Strong of him to keep on raiding. Specially when ppl where yelling at him so i told the one in charge to take it easy on him... One of our members and a friend i have been missing have been away for a while. Didnt tell me where. But maby it was for the best. I would have been worried like hell if i knew. I know, i worry to much. But isnt that what you do when you really like someone? ;)

Same old drama goes on behind the curtains. But im in my little bubble but still trying to keep supporting their feelings about it. What else can i do? A person has the right to feel....

So, i have a raid for sunday. BWD that might not come off since its an alt run and ppl that didnt get picked will be able to come there (they get picked over alts) 3 of us have teamed up to give support. But with so little ppl on we might have to pug it or cancel. I dunno... Just really hope that wee can go. It would mean alot to me and the other 2. And i have to rad up for monday about Ascendant Council since we got the 2 drakes down. Im not sure if we can do it cuz i didnt get a great look at it. We died a bit to fast ;) Untill then i am free as a bird. Dunno what i will do with my gaming hours but probably get a  bit of more valor points (at raid nights it feels like i dont have time to do my daily hc, i dont want to keep others waiting for me to be ready even if they keep me waiting).

Miss my old team alot. I had some rules up fpr them that they could get the job to expain tactics or get a question about the boss so they better come prepared. I was very hard on flask and food to be done. They had 15 to fix that and i didnt accept late turn ups. And they started to get involved thinking of what to change in the tactics so it suited our group. Got everyone involved and everyone got to be important. So bad the expansion came out and split us up. We really had a thing going there.... 

Time to say good night to the boys and men and get to bed. Been like a zombie all day =(

A bit time off the game

I havent been playing alot the passed few days. And today im way to tired for it tbh. And i have BoT tonight! Maby its best to save myself for that.

One very interesting thing happened in the guild... We had a player thats named Deathshelper on the server that got into the guild. Without even having a main or a lvl 85 for that matter. But was closing in on it. She seemed very social and all that. And she said she was 14 years old. Dont get me wrong, i dont mind playing with the young ppl that are around as long as they behave. But every time we get a 14 year old girl it seems they are emo or have another thing that makes me wonder what they really are thinking. We where a few joking around about smelly taurens and wondered if they used Gillette. Just some random fun imature jokes. But it worked for us and the mood was really good. And then she came in starting to say it was silly and stuff. And to that story is that she complained about someone hacking her account for the second time and stole another 1k from her before we started to joke around about the taurens. Like someone said, we didnt tell her she was stupid that got hacked all the time. We even tried to give her tips on how to secure her account. I gave tips for the second time in a few days about it. It really pissed some of us off real bad. The thing is, to come into a guild where ppl have known each other for a very long time (we have alot of family enjoying the game there) and start to complain and insult saying everyone are idiots and wish that everyone gets cancer dosent really give you friends. So a few of us started to insult her back. Some ppl might say its bad of us to attack a 14 year old girl (she did get kicked from the guild eventually), but we have kids younger than that in the guild and they can behave alot better than her. We even have as young as a 12 year old. When we know he comes on to vent for example we try to mind our language in a different way. We always remind the others when he goes online. And that is to show respect for the young ones. And ofc to their parents. But this girl is the second psycho one we get in the guild and she said that all she really wanted was to ninja our guild bank. And i wonder why her best friend hacks her account ;) If she shows as little respect to her friends as she does to strangers she really had it coming if you ask me.

You dont have to love everyone, but you have to show respect to everyone. We are a big family and even if some are a bit rough and call each other nab and stuff for fun, if anyone starts to attack we stand very united and its good feeling.

There are still some things going on behind the curtains and it feels like i convince someone to stay every day. It will get better, just hang in there. I think this new expansion has turned everything upside down atm. But it will get better. But i think im gonna try to not care to much either if someone decides to leave. It is a knife in the heart but what can you do? If someone dosent like it and feels left out, taken for granted etc i cant be there all the time either. I am not an officer and its not my job. Some ppl will always stay very close to my heart and i would do alot to keep them but... In the end its just a game where your suppose to have fun and relax from daily life. Not to make it your life. Even if some of us has the game as a huge part of our life cuz we enjoy it so much. Real life will always come first...

Dont ever come and attack my family and friends. I will be a bitch to you ;)

2 days off

I have taken saturday and sunday off from raiding. If we would have had the ppl on yesterday we might have done it but.... we didnt. Dont mind it cuz i was really tired last night. We even went to bed before 00.00 and thats not every day. But it was good to get some rest. But i was getting sick again last night so i ended up going to sleep at the normal time, if not even more late cuz we had to set the clock forward one hour tonight....

I just hope i can get well so i can play a bit more again. Cuz tomorrow is raid night ;)

We did it!!!!

Good news first! We did it. We finally got the dragons down. The plan for today was really to go to BH and get that one out of the way for the week. But, our side had some troubles today getting it... But since we didnt get it and ppl wanted to do something since we where so many on we decided to go back to the drakes. We did a few goes and sorry to say but one of the members had to go so we replaced him with one of the ppl thats normally with us. Love to hear his voice again btw, i feel i do much better cuz im so used to hearing his voice call everything out. And yes, i was second dps on this fight. Go me =) I really feel im getting somewhere with my main now. Im getting the rotation better and i feel i learn faster and thats always good news =)

We where in there for about 1 hour and 15 min. Considering the hours we have put into it thats not alot. I guess my non gaming friends think its nuts to spend so much time just doing one thing. But the thing is, as long as everyone keeps working together and we can laugh at some things and we can cry together about some, its really worth it. Some have a football team, some have another thing going on. Its all about teamwork and being able to socialise with the group you have. Even with the ones you dont like. Cuz you cant control everything. And thats a life lesson. To get along with ppl you get really close to and to get along with the ones you dont like as much... But ofc we have alot of good ppl so thats not a problem for me atm =)

Here i got bored for a bit and started to put everyone on levitate. They where going thru the tacts and i was bored. We had one that hadnt done the fight before that i know of, but i have done it so many times now i dont need to freshen up my memory any more. Maby if i dont see the fight for a few weeks i might have to tho. But everyone didnt want to get levitated. They recently made that from a 2 min thing to a 10 min thing. But i did discover something really funny today about that when we where 2 ppl putting it on a hunter so we could walk on water. The hunter got the levitate from the both of us, they didnt stack or deleted the other one witch i find a bit strange. But i guess things like that will be fixed in the future. Blizzard can be a bit slow on things like that =P

I have been doing archaeology a bit today. And whoho! Im gonna make a ring with ilvl 359 and its account bound! How awesome isnt that?! Its one of the things iwas hoping to get. A few other things i still want is the dwarf pet (think its dwarfs anyway), a trinket and i think there was a robe 2 but since i have a set item there im a bit torn about that. but on the other had when and if i ever get my mage up (im gonna lvl it buy farming herbs all the way) that one could use it 2 so.... And a good thing about being me is that my spirit turns into hit so i can use all the stuff with spirit on. Only bad thing is if they have some sort of extra buff that says something about healing... I get more to pick from than say a mage or a lock. Sometimes you have to be lucky 2. And my class and my spec normally has it really bad on being given anything cool. Last time they took away our AoE. But it wasnt to bad since i now do a better job at bosses. And they are the ones that counts in the end.

There is some drama going on behind the curtains today 2 that i wont get into very deep. But sometimes i do wonder what i can do about it. Can i make anyone feel better or make the realize how much we value them? I wish i could tell all the ppl that are feeling insecure atm about alot of things that its all going to be ok. Just ride the feeling out and i know, things will change. Feelings always change. It isnt easy and i have a good gaming support system and know how lucky i am. I have my hubbie and another family member to lean on in bad times (dont want to mention ppl i know value their privacy alot). When i freaked out i didnt use that support system enugh and made a very bad choice. But ofc, for some ppl moving on is sometimes good. But i do wish they dont since i hold them dear. But we are a big family and what family dosent have drama going on? I think even the best and loving family is =)

I am very very happy about what happend tonight. Now its gonna take me a long time to be able to get to sleep. All the adrenaline pumping around for me... And it feels wonderful being a girl and kicking alot of dudes asses! Who says we girls cant play games?! ;)